"For myself, as, no doubt, for most of my contemporaries, the philosophy of meaningless was essentially an instrument of liberation. The liberation we desired was simultaneously liberation from a certain political and economic system and liberation from a certain system of morality. We objected to the morality because it interfered with our sexual freedom."
-Aldous Huxley
Faith is a complex thing. It involves desire, intellectual knowledge, emotion, and most importantly, will- what you want to believe.