Thursday, June 25, 2009

The Ragamuffin Gospel

A journey to faith in grace


I start by saying that this is one of the best books I have ever read. If I were a crier, I would have cried in the first chapter.

Brennan Manning has found a way to take the idea of grace from the head and the mouth and somehow shove it down into the heart. It's simply all about grace and it's motivator- the insane love of God. Throughout the book, I noticed the change that was being wrought in me. O the joy resulting from putting faith in grace! (Think for a minute on that one.) Freedom- o how beautiful. Freedom from the wages of sin, freedom from fear of the punishment or even the "grumpiness" of God.

How often do we speak of grace but how little do we live by it? This is the idea that Paul was crazy about. It's what saved Peter and the rest of the New Testament all stars.

Honestly, this freed me from a burden I didn't even know I was carrying. My worry is that being surrounded by an American church that doesn't always live their convictions about grace I'll fall into the same old legalism... but that's why I have a copy and I will put this in my short list of "rereaders". It has helped me see the things I've been talking about for years in a drastically new and real light.

Just read this grace-infected, love-filled, and gospel-saturated book. You will not be the same afterwards.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

The Paradox of Conversion

The paradox of conversion is that before we are truly born again and made alive to Christ, the idea of pure grace seems like license for all sorts of immorality. And indeed this logic is sound! It is true that no amount of sin will keep you from the love of God.

However, if or when we are made alive to Christ, the scales are pulled back, and, at long last, WE SEE... at that moment the last thing we want is to abuse grace with sin. Our new hearts long for purity and we stop asking "What can I get away with?" and start asking "How do I get out of the mud of sin and make it to the still water of holiness?"

Friday, April 10, 2009

Two strands of happiness

Here's a thought: what if there were two forms of happiness, let's call them "bigme" and "smallme". What if they appeared and felt, for the most part, the same. What if, however, they led to drastically different ends.

Bigme
I think that bigme is what we Americans think of when we think of loving someone, of encouraging someone, and ultimately, making that person happy. Bigme says "Wow, you are amazing. You have done so well to get here and we love you because you are great. Look at all you have and all that you have done."

Bigme happens when:
-The glory of your name is what you take joy from.
-Athletes, actors, and celebrities are worshipped.
-Your talent or fame bring honor to you and you alone.
-Any other situation where you yourself are blown up above your fellow humans.

What follows these? A shot of joy, of course. But what happens when these are the only shots you get? I would guess that over time, a cycle of these shots would have at first have subtle, and finally, terrifying effects.

Effects of Bigme:
1. Pride. Enough said. You are the man. Other things and people are insignificant.
2. Loneliness and Isolation. While yourself and others are building your pedestal you will find that all of a sudden, hardly anyone can relate to you. As you look around the others that are at your height may understand you but, then again, they can't look up and talk to you- they're too busy building and maintaining... and they're so far away.
3. Illusion of independence: You get the feeling that you don't need anyone- no person (and no God?) outside of yourself. This is dangerous and it truly is an illusion.

Long ago it was written that this "bigme" brand of happiness leads ultimately to death. The road has its ups and downs but the destination is eventually the same.


Are we then left to avoiding joy like the plague in a sort of gray existence? A lifeless ascetism that leaves us on a low even keel. I praise God that it is not this way.


Smallme
I know what you're thinking. "Lame. 'Small me' is the last thing I want deep down." What I say is, "Look deeper".
There is somewhere in us a desire to be in awe observing rather than being in awe of. Why do we go to the Grand Canyon? If you have been here then you know the take-your-breath-away feeling. The one where you just forgot yourself, swept away in the beauty and age that you couldn't hope to come up with yourself in a million years. It's good. It's real. It's humbling.

Smallme happens when:
-We take joy from being part of a whole- a whole that is on a completely different scale than what we could ever hope to accomplish by ourselves.
-We point to something greater than ourselves
-We start living for someone or something else outside of ourselves.

Effects of Smallme:
1. We start to view the people and things in our lives as undeserved gifts. We are humbled by them and we appreciate them for the gifts they are.
2. We get off the rollercoaster that is based on the insulin shots of attention. We build our foundation on a stable rock. When you are put down by another, you do not hurtle. You smile and you agree. Your joy isn't wrapped up in your self-esteem.
3. We are liberated to think of all the beatiful things in the world- and nothing is more ugly than self-obsession and self-engrandizing.


Instead of climbing the slippery, fleeting mountain of bigme happiness, just look for the Grand Canyon. You can't miss it.

Voted the Funniest Religious Joke of All Time

I really got a kick out of this.

Emo Philips on Church Unity
Once I saw this guy on a bridge about to jump. I said, "Don't do it!" He said, "Nobody loves me." I said, "God loves you. Do you believe in God?"


He said, "Yes." I said, "Are you a Christian or a Jew?" He said, "A Christian." I said, "Me, too! Protestant or Catholic?" He said, "Protestant." I said, "Me, too! What franchise?" He said, "Baptist." I said, "Me, too! Northern Baptist or Southern Baptist?" He said, "Northern Baptist." I said, "Me, too! Northern Conservative Baptist or Northern Liberal Baptist?"

He said, "Northern Conservative Baptist." I said, "Me, too! Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region, or Northern Conservative Baptist Eastern Region?" He said, "Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region." I said, "Me, too!"

Northern Conservative†Baptist Great Lakes Region Council of 1879, or Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region Council of 1912?" He said, "Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region Council of 1912." I said, "Die, heretic!" And I pushed him over.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

My Paper for Kierkegaard Class

Faith and Reason



Thousands of years ago, the author of Hebrews defined faith for the Christian, writing that "faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen." (Heb. 11:1) Even though we have a definition of faith, the nature of it has remained a controversial topic through centuries. Of particular interest has been the relation between faith and reason. This is something that theologians, philosophers, and even popular culture debate to this day. First, we must examine the rationalist view on faith in order to correctly understand Kierkegaard’s place in the discussion. Second, we will examine Kierkegaard’s view of faith and reason. Finally, we will look at some supporting evidence for Kierkegaard’s view and then some evidence that Kierkegaard did not address in his view.

The relationship of faith and reason is one that goes back millenia. Many of the world’s greatest minds have bent their intellectual powers towards this very topic. Tertullian, Augustine, Aquinas, Hume, Kant, and Hegel along with countless others have all wrestled with the topic of faith. In most cases, they came out with very different conclusions. To understand Kierkegaard, the rationalism that preceded him must first be understood.

Rationalism


Much of Kierkegaard's writing was aimed at Hegel's idea that faith was a sort of objective conclusion that anyone could arrive at. For Hegel, faith, particularly the Christian faith could be synthesized with reason through his own philosophy with this unlocking the "real" truth of Christianity. Here, the Christian religion had found its true place as part of a larger philosophy. In Hegel’s eyes, rationalism had won. This would provide the inspiration for Kierkegaard to write about a much different kind of relationship between reason and the Christian faith. Though Hegel was the spark that ignited Kierkegaard, this was not the first time a sort of cold rationalism was applied to the Christian claims.

In fact, modern philosophy might never have come about if it was not for the tension between faith and reason. In the seventeenth century, Rene Descartes embarked upon his famous Meditations on First Philosophy. The primary reason his work was to reconcile new scientific ideas with the church. Descartes, the first rationalist, takes off from doubting everything he knows and from there builds a framework up for his metaphysics. Throughout the Meditations, Descartes reasons up from the fact that “he thinks, therefore he is” (Med. 2), eventually laying down proofs (ontological and cosmological) for the existence of God (Med. 3). Through his work, Descartes showed that the church had nothing to fear from science as science actually depended on faith in God to come to its conclusions. Though this was a major work of philosophy, it was not the last to address the topic of faith and reason.

Departure from Rationalism


The ideas of David Hume and Immanuel Kant are ones that cut against this rationalist grain, and they seem to have affected Kierkegaard a great deal. David Hume represented a much different stance than Descartes. His Essay on Miracles asserted that there was no good reason to believe in the miraculous. "Whoever is moved by Faith to assent to it, is conscious of a continued miracle in his own person, which subverts all the principles of his understanding, and gives him a determination to believe what is most contrary to custom and experience." (On Miracles, Sec. 10) Kierkegaard read this but was even more moved by the commentary by Georg Hamann that stated that though Hume may have said it in a scornful tone, he was essentially building a case for orthodoxy even with his doubts (Gardner 82)

Kant's writings took a different tone than Hume's yet were strikingly similar. "All attempts to make a purely speculative use of reason in reference to theology are entirely fruitless and of their inner nature null and void". For Kant it ended up being ethics and not knowledge that provided him with his reason for God.

Kierkegaard


What concerned Kierkegaard the most was likely the effects that Hegel's rationalism had on Christianity. Through reconciling reason and religion, Hegel had altered Christianity horribly, taking away from it its real meaning and significance. To counter Hegel, Kierkegaard wrote on the essence of faith. To this day, Kierkegaard is viewed as one of the most influential thinkers on the topic of faith and reason. When discussing Kierkegaard’s view it is somewhat difficult because of the pseudonyms he used. We must remember that it is Johannes de Silentio who calls faith “absurd” much of the time. Still, it seems, Kierkegaard’s view is not far from this.
As stated above, Kierkegaard was influenced much by the ideas proposed by Hume and Kant- that rational justification was not a grounds for faith. Kierkegaard emphatically believed that faith supported by facts and evidence was not faith at all! One of Kierkegaard's central arguments for this had to do with what was trying to be proved: the incarnation. As Kierkegaard puts it, "This historical fact which is the content of our hypothesis has a peculiar character since it is not an ordinary historical fact, but a fact based on self-contradiction" (Phil. Fragments, Sec. 4). In other words, it's much different than proving whether a man walked to the store yesterday because that fact is not absurd like the incarnation is.

He makes a strong case in Concluding Unscientific Postscripts. "For whose sake is it that proof is sought? Faith does not need it; aye; it must even regard proof as its enemy." (p. 31) Or in Sickness unto Death Kierkegaard writes, "to defend anything is always to discredit it." (p. 218)
The most pronounced example, however, occurs in Fear and Trembling, as Abraham is left with the decision to either disobey God or depart with reason entirely. Through the story that few ever think twice about, Kierkegaard forces the reader to walk a mile in Abraham’s shoes and realize the absurdity to which God calls him.

Critiquing Kierkegaard



Soren Kierkegaard’s ideas about the relationship between faith and reason are brilliant. In choosing a measuring stick to critique Kierkegaard by, I will mainly use the one he likely would have endorsed the most: The Christian Bible.

Though Rene Descartes was a Christian, Kierkegaard’s view seems to be more biblically informed than the seventeenth century philosopher’s view. In a letter to the Corinthians, Paul writes, “that your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men but in the power of God.” (1 Cor. 2:5) Later he writes “For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God.” (1 Cor. 3:19) Soren Kierkegaard’s view seems more consistent than the rational view of Descartes or Hegel because Kierkegaard manages to think critically about the limits of reason. Anyone who considers the existence of God must constantly remember that if there is a God, we must recognize that our cognitive faculties will fail far before we comprehend God.

Also, within the Christian worldview, we are all fallen. This means our hearts and our minds have been warped by sin- we really can’t see things perfectly clearly. Kierkegaard understood this and, though he was often called an anti-intellectual, he called for the famous leap of faith. Here, we have no reason to aid us. Why take the leap if reason leads us away from it? It is miracle. In short, Kierkegaard would say that faith and reason are mutually exclusive. He lays down a very sound argument for the dichotomy of faith and reason.

Also, Kierkegaard, though never explicitly saying it, is really representing something very close to a reformed theology (though in a much different way than most theologians). This is true in most aspects of his philosophy/theology, but especially of saving faith. This is evident as both Kierkegaard and Luther would say faith is a miracle from God. Due to sin, there’s no real reason for anyone turning to God apart from God’s grace (as any follower of John Calvin will tell you.)

Though he does make a good case, it is not a flawless one. For one, the absurdity of the incarnation is not quite as absurd in light of Philippians 2:6-7, “[Jesus], who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness” which sheds light on how God could become human. Many theologians use this to describe which aspects of Jesus’ were divine and which were human- how he possessed divine aspects though he didn’t necessarily use them.
Another biblical example that appears to contradict Kierkegaard’s idea of faith is 1 Peter 3:15, which exhorts the believer to “always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have.” This seems to stand square in the face of Kierkegaard’s reasonless faith. Also, Romans 1:19-20 states, “since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.” This makes it plain that we can know God by simply looking at nature.

Another reason Kierkegaard’s might not be a perfect conception of faith is that he doesn’t lay down a good argument for why one would jump to Christianity in their leap of faith. Of course, Kierkegaard’s project is aimed at Christendom in Denmark, but if you take his concept and apply it today, you run into troubles. There needs to be something that distinguishes Christianity as the paradox worth jumping to.

Finally, Kierkegaard subtly underemphasizes the importance of the objective truth of the New Testament. In this case it’s very understandable considering his audience. He sought to show the Danish people who believed objectively in the truths of Christianity, but not subjectively. However, in emphasizing the subjectivity of the truth, Kierkegaard fails to emphasize the absolute importance of the objectivity of that truth. As Paul puts it, “If Christ has not been raised, then our preaching is in vain and your faith is in vain” (1 Cor. 15:14) The Christian faith relies on a man named Jesus walking the earth two thousand years ago, performing real miracles, and actually dying on a cross. Kierkegaard knows this but fails to emphasize it as he is more concerned about this truth changing the life of individuals.

All in all, Kierkegaard presents a view of faith and reason that is arguably more congruent than the rationalistic view of his predecessors. Not only is it more biblical, but it just makes more sense considering our standing (and our mind’s power) next to an infinite God. His view might be strengthened with a bit more emphasis and clarification on the objective validity of Jesus though one could argue that this might change his view. It is hard to know just what Kierkegaard thought, but whatever the case, he remains one of the most thought-provoking authorities on the relationship between faith and reason. As faith continues to dominate everything from politics to current events, we would be wise to consider Kierkegaard when examining how we arrive at our conclusions.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Brett's faith summary

Ok, so it's been awhile since I've really explicitly stated where I am. Actually, maybe I've never really done this. This is where I am in my beliefs as of 5/22/08.

1.) I am a Christian. That means that yes, I love Jesus and I stand in awe of the man He was. It baffles me how much the all-powerful God of the universe loves me.I am pretty well convinced of the case for the Christian faith. I do still have many doubts and, to be honest, issues with God. Most of this stuff, however, is within the realm of THEOLOGY, not APOLOGETICS. Picture Christianity as an island. I've struggled through some stormy seas to get myself onto the island. Getting onto the island was a matter of apologetics/truth seeking. Now that I'm on the island, I've got some issues with the island itself. It's like I've finally decided I can really swallow Christianity, but although Jesus is easy to swallow, there's some stuff that doesn't go down quite as easy. However, I am starting to even find light shed on some of these tough questions (hell, for example is something that I can actually stomach now).

2.)Other religions: It turns out I was nearly correct as a naive high schooler thinking that there was either Christianity or atheism may be right(I was blind to the idea that OTHER religions/philosophies may be right). Now I feel that really there are two worldviews that I could really accept: Christianity and Skepticism ("I don't know") Actually, maybe I'd throw Deism in there too. Islam, Judaism, even my beloved Buddhism just cannot compare to Christianity in terms of intellectual viability. A historical study of Islam or the Koran is impossible. Buddhists will tell you to leave reason at the door. Judaism is of course Christianity without the most powerful reason for belief (and the most appealing part!!).
I can't go much deeper in one paragraph, but let's just say that if any other worldview had to withstand the scrutiny that Christianity has had to for the last two millenia, they would absolutely dissolve. They would disintegrate!

3.) My faith is not extremely strong. It goes in waves, just like everything else. What's the most disturbing is that my faith hinges more on my my emotions/circumstances than anything. Even though I've got a solid intellectual case for what I believe, I still find myself doubting God or his goodness. It's always when I'm anxious about something or down in the dumps or just lonely that my doubting starts. I think this is most interesting when thinking in context of what people believe and why. (C.S. Lewis knew this more than anyone).

4.) I still refuse to believe something because someone says it's so. Every step up the ladder of orthodoxy has been questioned scrupulously. I also believe in and take comfort from Kierkegaard's view on doubt (that without doubt, faith is not really faith).

5.) I write now as a Christian who is still open to ideas that say Christianity is false, but that door closes more and more daily as I continue to assault my own faith with every argument I can dream or find in a book (I still find that it's very hard to prove something wrong if it is indeed the truth!!) As I come upon situation after tough situation personally, I find that all this testing and all of this questioning merely serves as a fire that tempers the steel of my faith even more, making it even stronger.

6.) I do have enough faith to attempt to carry out Jesus' commands (things like be holy, spread the gospel, etc. although this is tough with my sort of ad-hoc agnostic theology). Thankfully I do have, I feel, all I need to know and that is: We are made for relationship with God, We need to repent, God loves us, Jesus is the KEY to it all- the piece that makes the whole puzzle understandable). I'm not quite up to a mustard seed, but with God's help...

In any case, as I like to do, I'll leave you off with Chesterton's self-deprecating introduction to Orthodoxy that I feel fits nicely. To me, Chesterton is always brilliant, always paradoxical, but never dull- his humor is that of another age.

As always, I wish you the best in your journey of faith, whatever that looks like.
-Brett



For if this book is a joke it is a joke against me. I am the man who with the utmost daring discovered what had been discovered before. If there is an element of farce in what follows, the farce is at my own expense; for this book explains how I fancied I was the first to set foot in Brighton and then found I was the last. It recounts my elephantine adventures in pursuit of the obvious. No one can think my case more ludicrous than I think it myself; no reader can accuse me here of trying to make a fool of him: I am the fool of this story, and no rebel shall hurl me from
my throne.

I freely confess all the idiotic ambitions of the end of the nineteenth century. I did, like all other solemn little boys, try to be in advance of the age. Like them I tried to be some ten minutes in advance of the truth. And I found that I was eighteen hundred years behind it. I did strain my voice with a painfully juvenile exaggeration in uttering my truths. And I was punished in the fittest and funniest way, for I have kept my truths: but I have discovered, not that they were not truths, but simply that they were not mine. When I fancied that I stood alone I was really in the ridiculous position of being backed up by all Christendom. It may be, Heaven forgive me, that I did try to be original; but I only succeeded in inventing all by myself an inferior copy of the existing traditions of civilized religion. The man from the yacht thought he was the first to find England; I thought I was the first to find Europe. I did try to found a heresy of my own; and when I had put the last touches to it, I discovered that it was orthodoxy.

It may be that somebody will be entertained by the account of this happy fiasco. It might amuse a friend or an enemy to read how I gradually learnt from the truth of some stray legend or from the falsehood of some dominant philosophy, things that I might have learnt from my catechism--if I had ever learnt it. There may or may not be some entertainment in reading how I found at last in an anarchist club or a Babylonian temple what I might have found in the nearest parish church. If any one is entertained by learning how the flowers of the field or the phrases in an omnibus, the accidents of politics or the pains of youth came together in a certain order to produce a certain conviction of Christian orthodoxy, he may possibly read this book. But there is in everything a reasonable division of labour. I have written the book, and nothing on earth would induce me to read it.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

My Summer Reading List

As you may know, I'm going to South Carolina this summer on summer project. From what I hear, it's quite busy and to be honest, I wouldn't doubt that I might not touch a single one of these books. Oh well, I've just read a book in the last two days that was stupendous so maybe I can finish a few more before heading out.

The List
Don't Waste Your Life, John Piper
The God Delusion, Richard Dawkins
Experiencing God, Blackaby Brothers
Pistol: The Life of Pete Maravich, Mark Kriegel
Wherever you go, There you are
, Jon Kabat-Zinn
God in the Dock, CS Lewis
Pensees, Blaise Pascal
The Koran, Muhammad
Why I rejected Christianity: A Former Apologist explains, John W. Loftus
The Autobiography of Bertrand Russell, Bertrand Russell
Sense and Sensuality: Jesus Talks to Oscar Wilde on the Pursuit of Pleasure, Ravi Zacharias