Man, I really think I need an adventure... I wonder if unpleasant moods ("black" moods or anxiety) aren't confused with and/or caused by... boredom. Perhaps I need to either go on an adventure or start to view things that I'm currently doing as a part of the adventure... What a man couldn't do with a stronger imagination!
Let me quote a famous thinker.
"I once thought I had mono for an entire year. It turned out I was just really bored."
-Wayne, Wayne's World
